Seek professional help please
You can’t seem to get your act together and one day you say one thing and the next day you are the polar opposite of the previous day.
You flip and flop and go from being on top of the world happy to totally leave me alone I want to be alone. You blow hot then you blow cold. You tell me I am the next thing to being your everything to the next day you want nothing at all to do with me. I am tired of trying to decide you and I thought I could help you but it isn’t working.
You were advised by others to seek help. I think you should.