How I feel
My ex never beat me never physically hurt me . But now I opened my eyes and I can see now that he emotionally and mentally hurt me . I never wanted to see it . Because I loved him for so many years that I just ignored it . But he always made me feel ugly and not worth love or anyones time .
We had good times , watching movies on the couch and cuddling or going for car rides . But in the end I know everything was fake not real . I really thought he loved me but everything was fake . He told me what he thought I wanted to hear .
I love him yea but I love myself more because I now know I am worth something to someone . I want more for myself